9. What does it mean to grow up? In what ways are and aren’t you grown up? What are your feelings about this?
Growing up means paying bills and rent. Finally have this fake sense of maturity. Where you think you have or at least acknowledged. This level of maturity. When in all reality you haven’t changed what so ever. Your still a kid inside. Same interest, you just have to be more independent. Live by yourself for a while after graduating college. Making another family to be with for the rest of your days. If things go well.
I feel I have grown by having a more independent side. As well as by changing my state of mentality. To having to deal things with a more leveled head. And have full consciousness of whatever I decide to do. Always having the precise amount of responsibility put to action. The ways I haven’t changed are even though I have this independent mentality. I always go back to my parents for advise as well as my sister. I know i’m going to be here longer than any of them. I figure while there here to use there wisdom.
I’m actually feeling mixed emotion emotions torwards this. the norm of being an adult is pretending everything is okay. Of course most the time things are put it’s just. In reality then again what is. I want to grow up half the time. Pretend everything is find. I also find adults settle for things. I’m not sure if i want that, You know how parents say enjoy your youth. Well they obviously think it’d be best. Maybe it’s just a phase every human goes to. Although I still want to be a kid for as long as possible.
14. What are some questions and concerns you have about growing up and adulthood?
My main concern is what will life be like. What could possibly be the difference. I mean think of it this way. The next day your officially an adult. Yet you still feel the same. Of course once the pressure, of seeing if your well enough to settle by yourself. There’s not much to it. I guess everyone has to go through that awkward stage adapting.
I would like to know what it i like to be an adult as much as I fear it. What’s it like to be no longer considered a child? What’s it like being able to truly settle? What’s it like to know what you want in your life? I’d like to know what I’m going to do with my life. I just don’t no what I’m going to do yet.
I mean hearing from my peers. It’s just really focusing on what fits right in your life. For example I have been watching the vampire slayer. From what I’ve seen is that the watcher. The person who helps Buffy (Vampire Slayer) find out what she’s facing. Giles the watcher is also a librarian. It’s mazing how if fits like a puzzle piece. That’s what I want my life to be like. In other words that what everyone’s life is like. Everyone has a puzzle to solve. put in all the pieces together and you have got yourself a convenient life.
